Well we held another mediums night here in Capel last night to raise money for a youth group here in Capel that struggles financially like most. I know the weather was not so good as we had had rain all week and the winds were not the best. This deterred some people as we got about thirty at the most come along. This has made me rethink what I am going to do to help those that were support so the decision that we will do our evenings in Bunbury and this makes me a little sad that Capel does not wish to support their own. And yes I do understand that there are many that do not believe in what we do
This brings me to our evening as I had been very emotionally on some levels through the day and also heavy hearted and wondered why I was feeling this and also was apprehensive about the evening. By seven thirty every one was settled, the lights were dimmed but the feelings did not improve. Vita was up first and did an amazing presentation followed by Marg Parrott bringing through amazing proof and last but not least myself. I gave a message to a lady who connect with the most beautiful baby boy who had passed and been with me all day, a gentleman came through with no one taking him, not to be put off I continued and came to a lady who was unfortunately so consumed in her own awareness of negativity and was a really struggle to I've them message to. Many fears seemed to be with her and she was a very angry lady who I don't feel believed in anything of what we were presenting and having been in the position before I moved quickly on to the next person as knew from past experience that this person could bring the whole evening down. We had a break for tea and coffee and was chatting to a lovely young girl from town and needed up giving her a message and saw vita and marg talking to others.
We decided that the energies were effecting everyone in the room whether they were aware or not and vita's guide were wanting to channel and all wanted to experience it.
This lady questioned and challenged vitas guides at every corner but I must say that all her questions were answered even if it was like pulling teeth. As this person tallied of demons and bad spirit it was showing her fears and that she really had a problem with those who had been on the wrong side of life as she could not understand she it was explained to her that we are all a beautiful soul and that what we do here is our journey no matter how good or bad a person was as all lessons lead home to the creator. She was obviously in this life had some very bad experiences and felt like justice was not done or she not aware that justice or salvation had been achieved in her life. This person is how can we say it one who would never achieve enlightened in this life. It is. To about religions it is about having faith and she certain,y did. It have that and she definitely was not a believer of anything religious
All those that came up to speak to me after the evening had the same experience of feeling very ill whilst being next to or around this persons energy
My lesson here is to never give up hope that does not matter what gets put in our path we can move forward to help others and that there is always some one for what ever reason chooses not to experience the enlightenment that come from within.
I had been trying to give off a gentleman to those that attended and as I said before no could take him and then marg speaks to Linda in the kitchen and as she is describing this male person Linda says oh Beverley was talking about him and that is my dad but she explains I don't like to put my hand up in case some one else can take him HELLO!!
We ended the evening and we did not raise very much unfortunately and where once a person's energy would once deter me from getting on the platform before it shows me I have to get out there so people are aware of what we are trying to achieve spiritually and that is to connect those on this side with loved ones passed
Tomorrow I am off to do,platform in Australind and know and trust that my loved ones will be helping me to achieve the best that I possibly can.