Well now that things have settled down from our retreat it is time to get back to the study and the real world, lots of decisions to be made to take me where I need to be for 2014. One of those big decision was to sell my family home of forty years where my granddaughter still resides and I still use from time to time. Many memories were made in this house from my children and growing and developing into beautiful adults but not with out fault, to divorce and bringing my children up until I met my second husband. Lots of parties, laughter and tears. It was hard to leave and move to the country and was still attached I suppose to the past but there comes a time when we must all move forward and you know in your heart when that time is. I feel that I had to go through the grieving of letting go the bricks and mortar and allow some one else to live there and enjoy what the home has to offer. Wonder if I will leave the spirits there mm that will be interesting for the new owners when they buy it. The next decision was to decide wether we were going to America and Switzerland for the Xmas period and spend the time with loved ones and family. I made the choice not to go as Robert has many health issues to sort out and once that is done then we will go later in 2014 knowing that we will enjoy and appreciate the time we spend in these beautiful countries but my only regret is not seeing snow. Next major decision was with the retreats and the person whom I was doing them with and the issues that come up and both of us not being on the same page and coming from different areas so that has now come to an end also and time for me to do this on my own and bring in the facilitators that I feel will offer the best in the physical and spiritual sense that will allow people to grow and move forward. Also putting myself put there more and advertising my healing as that is my first and foremost in my service to spirit. Maybe I need to look at the way I am teaching also as had a new student who is a very sensitive person who was upset with the exercise we did last night in the new circle as she felt everything that was given to her was negative bit as I tried to explain what is going on in a persons life will come put in the reading whether positive or negative. So makes one question oneself. I had done this exercise many times in many groups and is a part of colour therapy learning and have never had a problem before as it is how others see us whilst doing the reading.
More pleasant things at hand is that the girls and I did three sound healings last week and one was a fortieth birthday celebration which was about celebrating life and the joys of living so a Mandela was made and blessings given. We then played on lawn and the sound was wonderful coming from the instruments. I always feel privileged when we get to share such experiences. Next year offers us a chance to play four times a month at different venues around the south west. Did. Church service, the last one for the year and wow have to say was impressed with the messages that came through from vita and myself specially when you stand up and have nothing to begin with and then it just flows so am looking forward to doing more services next year and taking some of my students with me so they can experience mediumship in the churches and to help them expand.
Winding down now for Xmas which is coming very quickly so lots of work between now and then to get ready for 2014 and then I can enjoy a break as well. Many blessings and healing be sent to you .